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hey, my mom told me that turning 21 means that you gotta be responsible to yourself.. y’know legal age and all that hoopla..
but what does it really mean?
is 21 synonymous with responsibility? that you got you’re own life to lead..? that you hafta to take on the responsibilty for yourself?
im not sure that being 21 means acquiring all those new found maturity suddenly..
right now, im in the peak of my life.. im 21… im ready to indulge myself intro this sudden legality… of formality… of the novelty.. only this age can afford..
but why the heck am i this lonely?
is this new-found confidence
this self-awareness
this exhilirating sense of freedom? not a liberty at all?
or could it be a liberty? a liberty that is both a drudgery?
life aint a clear piece of matter life is a convoluted mess of confusion and gawkiness and i dont know whether this path im taking is a path towards the precipice of nowhere… or to the golden of somewhere..
haaahhh… 21.. thats a mighty scary number… hope i can outlive the novelty.. and achieve consistency..
but the only thing I can say is…
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL so CARPE DIEM!
seize all what life can offer to us!!!
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